今天的心情很烂...

脸臭, 驾快车 , 跟前面的车贴近近 , 闪人家灯...
真的有一度想叫你停车在一边我坐德士回家,可是当时约了朋友...
坐在后面哭时又怕朋友车在隔壁经过会看到,一直强忍着...
刚才爸爸打来时我真的很怕他会要我去打包,因为你一定会再不爽...
你以为很想叫你载吗?? 知道每次需要你载时都会担心你会不爽吗??? 叫你载我去买爸爸的饭你都不爽...不然每次就说你家在这里而已还要兜那么远载你回...我每次都会问过你了, 这次没问仔细就需要这样吗?

真的很不喜欢每次需要你载去哪里哪里时, 就很像要求你酱 !! ( 我真的开始会拿你和前度, 或 Kelvin比较这个问题 )

算了 , 这次是最后一次...宁愿不出门,不会再要你载 ... 这次真的不想和你出那么远...改次要吃东西要见面...我家附近就好 !!!

话说...好久没update了...嘻嘻嘻 ~

老娘最近很乖, 差不多每天都早睡早起下午再睡...哈哈哈

但感觉到最近的生活充实了 , 我竟然还会开始觉得时间不够用呢! ( 以前只会一直盼望明天快点到 )

现在每天9点左右就起床 , 不是收拾平时的账目, 就是陪妈咪到处去收支票啦, 政府部门啦 , 银行啦...到晚上8点就开始接order , 抄单 , fax 这个那个 , 开支票或准备第二天的叉叉叉...

迟点应该要出巴刹了吧...说真的很不想出啦 *哭*

但...那该死的股份在诱惑~~~ *在地上打滚*

还有啊~ 某人说我成熟会想咯,哈哈哈...

是不是很少再complain了叻~~ 是不是开始慢慢接受也没有随便生气了叻 ~ (你敢说没有你就試下呗)

小羊 , 知道你很不开心 可是你却每次只透露表面事情 又不喜欢被逼的说...我也不会再一直问, 也怕会碰到你的伤口...可是我真的不介意被你抱着在我面前不说任何东西的狂哭一番 , 不要让自己那么累了好吗 ? 路难走 , 我会陪你的 , 不只是我, yiyi , rebecca , 大家都会陪着你, 支持着你的..加油 !! 

好啦 , 要睡觉了

* Workout month, YOSH !! *

从小就很喜欢动物...记得小时候,爸爸还说过要买间大大的屋子,旁边要有个大大的空地,我想养什么就什么...中学要毕业时,不知道之后应该读什么做什么,爸爸就说把我们的祖屋给我开宠物店(可是他说一定很快倒闭,因为我一定不舍得把那些狗狗猫猫卖掉),咖啡店,幼儿园什么的...
我知道爸爸很疼我,非常的疼...就算我只是普通发烧了,妈咪都当没什么事,爸爸却会很坚持的抓我去医院检查...大学或到现在,他都会担心我不够钱花...所以我一直都会想帮爸爸做工,至少还有个孩子在帮他的...

今天告诉他我明年想去New Zealand半年,想去做工,去走走看看...爸爸脸色就变了...就开始说了一堆不要我去的话 (什么他还养得起我,不需要到外国打工,有钱了再去旅行没关系...你工钱不高吗?我加给你,让你能买屋子什么的...那里很闷的啊,你会闷到发霉的啊)...其实我都知道他不想我去,是怕我应付不了外国的生活,毕竟也没有出过去打工,还是个温室里的花呢~ 怕我受气,怕我会辛苦,怕我生病了又不照顾自己...我都知道...(可能他也有一点自私的想法吧,要我帮忙打理他的生意)

所以...不是固执不接受你们的意见不出去做工只想呆在家里...之前大学时,我也试过每个周末和college朋友一起做freelance...之后没有读书了,和丽丽她们还是会接freelance...到有一次,做工时感染H1N1 positive ...我在家隔离一星期只能在房间里,2星期后就华人新年, 亲戚全部还考虑不要来我家了,凯诗还在怀孕...那时被姐姐骂得很够力...还被warning 不可以再做freelance, 要做工就帮忙家里...过后开始慢慢帮忙家里到现在...

是 ...和家人做一定会有些issue, 会一直complaints ... 收到的意见都是...出去做工啦... 可以不要只是呆在家做吗? 你有做工经验咩 ? 你还是什么都不会啦...

对,我也会考虑到我什么文凭什么经验都没有...出去做工除了freelance ,谁还会要我?

今天你说我幼稚...我身边全部人都这样觉得,只是我自己不当回事...我不知道我被拿来讨论过什么...我也很记得你说我就是这样的性格,所以朋友们都去找别人,找你都不再来找我聊心...
我都记得的...所以我已经没有再去想知道,想问候或update什么...觉得好像随时会被讨厌...
可能平时讲huilee 多,现在自己报应了...呵...

很累...真的这样很累...
可是却觉得一个人也可以很好的...
不想依赖谁...
本来就应该学会自己一个人解决问题...
不想以后没有人陪时才来崩溃...

每天晚上睡不着 下午才那么想睡...无奈*
我到底是哪一国的人类啊?
身体很累, 你们要好好珍惜我...知道吗...

工钱高了,自然的觉得压力了...
每次感觉自己好像漏了什么还没做...
什么东西忘了...要疯了, 明明每天的工作是一样的却给自己那么多压力...

最近真的很爱带儿子去走走...
所以周末2天的时间都成了我们的家庭日...
*顺便可以当散步运动,老娘一个月没有 workout了, 肥肉都回来了*

哈哈哈哈哈哈!! XD

老娘我梦到你们大家飞回来了,大家都来我*未来的家*聚在一起,开趴聊爆肝一星期...
大家要照顾好自己吼~

Rebecca Choo 要出车了
我终于要驾车了...
朋友们,期待...明年吧!
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憔悴的小孩 . 晚安 .

为何一直睡不着...干...

黑眼圈大过对眼...

为何一直呢个时候肚子饿..

肚腩仔就快长大了...

Mei Ling Huixin 呢两个衰人 一直晒旅行相...

几时轮到我地晒返佢地 ? 哈哈哈...

Insomnia attack ...

mad ... fa lan zha

*boom*

ok.bye.

Yiyi i miss u.. hehe ..

Myun i miss our trip...

Rebecca ... nenenibubu .. bye bye.. 

 Time is just flying ...

People come and go 来来往往 出出进进...

 Appreciate who are still here with me...

(有时无聊的时候会想,少联络的或者之前本来很好朋友的...会不会突然的很想念我啊..haha)

Anyway ,I've no idea what I did last month , just remembered that I spend alot money !! *RIP to the money I spent *

 Getting lazier to update my blog ... buuu !!

Not that I'm really lazy to update my blog , just ... I feel sleepy every time when I wanna to write something , when i feel sleepy , my brian goes empty ....blank.. then don't know how to start it.. end up close it and sleep..  

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Seriously I got nothing to update , just wanna to upload some * throw back * photo ...

haha , memorable ice bucket challege day ...

lets play water gun with Ice water next time !

Problem : Should I go Thailand again ? *finger pointing*

 To Do list for This month :

Keep Fit ! yea,same thing ... keep repeating this since January ... 

...nightz...

Zombie love song cover by Jason O
nice cover ... *claps*

一直以来都觉得会音乐的男生都好帅...
* 花痴 ing *
难怪我那么喜欢周杰伦...哈哈哈

KTHXBYE ... continue to think Raya wanna escape pergi mana...

My Big Big Birthday's Surprise

Well well ~ Din't update my blog for a month... because I'm soooooo lazy and I had no idea what I want to write ...  =P

Okay , so you gals planned this surprise since last month right ? 

Ms Rebecca Choo (主谋）， Ms Yiyi , Ms Amily and Ms CJ ( SPY ) ...somemore got watsapp group named Top Secret wa ~~

21/6/2014 :

Dated my babes for my birthday's dinner at Uncle Jang Mont Kiara and Cafe Bene for desserts ... =D yum yum ...and 原来你们那天都只是在逢场作戏的 =3=

23/6/2014 :

下午的时候，妈咪本来叫我晚上要和爸爸出巴刹...我还乖乖的听话立刻去睡觉...一直到晚上睡醒时，妈咪却说：“刚才妹妹提醒了我说你明天生日，所以你不用出巴刹吧，对不起啊，我都忘记了,生日快乐蛤。”之后还突然问我生日要怎么庆祝，还叫我算泰铢...我妹看到我时还一直问我有没有做工什么的...我就开始觉得有点怪怪的...

开始想你们是不是会突然12点时出现在我家...越想就越紧张，还快点跑上楼去冲凉穿好看点…哈哈哈哈！！

可是一直等到1点多时就开始在怀疑自己想太多了…就没有了戒心，回房间看戏睡觉…

4am，那只猪还信息我说在巴刹多忙什么的…之后我就睡着了

5am , heard some voices outside my room and Amily came in my room with a cake (蜡烛还没点) and say :“ halo, 起床咯，生日快乐…Yiyi 快点点蜡烛快点点蜡烛！( * 加速版生日歌* ) 呐，你的cake ~ ”

Then Yiyi and Rebecca Choo ask me faster wake up and pack 4D3N de baju , bikini, passport …I super blur that time and like… 发梦吧？好想继续睡觉…

小姐们帮忙我收拾行李，妹妹一直在房外偷笑，去梳洗时…妈咪告诉我：“其实我忍了很久，我们全部都知道这惊喜，我其实很多次想告诉你了，可是不能…” （ 辛苦你啦～～）

冲冲忙忙的出了门去机场，路途中她们一直告诉我坐飞机去Langkawi 又坐飞机去PD…所以我都不知道自己要被带去哪里，又想睡觉，又很好奇，那心情真的难以解释…

唉～都怪自己上一年出的绑架的 Idea ,现在自己中招了…

到KLIA 2 ，吃McD当早餐 …一个个就开始轮流穿帮！ 哈哈哈 ！

什么驾车变驾飞机 啦，什么给爸爸我的号码，什么不知道我们在哪里在做么啦…

其实只是我和猪的旅行…虽然有点点的小失望，但是还是希望下次能一起去！！

hahahahaha ! sorrehh ~ 我电话只有这张你们两一起拍的照片啦~

To Yiyi and Amily ,

Although both of u cant make it for the trip , Still wanna say big big thank you to both of u ! Super Big Bear Hug for 2 of u ! and muakz muakz muakz !

And thanks for keeping this secret for Rebecca Choo , being her spy for every single time when she wanted to surprise me ...

苹果你们 ! 辛苦嗮啦！

（不是敷衍你们，只是我表达能力有限，实在表达不出要对你们说的东西...）

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So Me n Dear went to Phuket for a 4 days 3 nights trip （ finally know where am I going when in boarding )

Upon arriving at the Phuket airport after 1 hour 20mins flight , we got a cab from the counter outside the airport. It costs us 800 baht for a cab to Patong . Our taxi driver is so friendly  , after he ask us about our itinerary in Phuket, he drove us to a travel agency ...then a lady  started introducing travel and activities packages to us ( obviously the driver had some connections with this travel agency ...hmmm) ..end up we decided to take a 1800 baht /person package to Viking Cave, Maya Beach, Monkey Island, Phi Phi Don Island, Phi Phi Lae  Island and Khai Island (lunch buffet and shuttle transfer are included as well )

The ride to Patong was about an hour and we're too early for the hotel check-in.  So , we decided to sleep ! hahaha ! According to Rebecca  Choo,  it’s only 200m walk to the beach and our hotel surrouded by Jungceylon shopping mall , Bangla street and lots of disco and pub ...

For the first day, we spent most of the time exploring the streets in Patong and had late dinner at a chinese restaurant with super yummy tomyam ...along the street u will be jio by the ambassadors of the pub / disco to watch the Tiger show , lady boy show , ping pong show (idk wat is this) , lesbian show and bla bla bla.. 

Second day , we have to wake up early in the morning around 6am , the travel agency will pick us up at 7.45am, we had to prepare earlier so that we could have time to take breakfast in the hotel .

~ 45 mins later ~
we arrived at the pier . Some beverage and sea sick pills were provided . Besides that , they sell breads and some water proof accessories for your phone .

The journey to the Island took an hour by speedboat,  sooooooo torturing caz the whole journey was super extreme bumpy ! and u will feel sleepy on the boat . 

(well, because of monsoon season , Maya Bay have to canceled because the waves over there is too big and too dangerous to go there .. sad case.. )

tada... the first island for us to jump into the sea from the boat ! this place not for snorkeling only swimming ...

Departed to Monkey beach and Viking Cave but too bad, wrong timing .. 海水涨潮 and the last monkey on the beach ran away when we reach there .. Buuuu !! 

feed the fishie with bread ( but we ate most of the bread caz we're hungry and the bread is yummy hahaha)

Then to some tourists spot which I cant remember is Khai Island or whatever name already to had our lunch ..then lastly to the Phi Phi Don beach . Dinner at the same restaurant caz the tomyam is too yummy 😋 hahaha

The first time ever !! 

被鬼压 !! 准准 4点 ... sucks feel , can't move, can't talk .. 虽然只是一两分钟的过程, 可是已经让我飙汗了..立刻叫那只猪去开完所有的灯... not really dare to sleep after that but .. I'm so tired 😧 So , I put all the pillow surrounding me and bear hug dear dear to sleep... 

Third day  ...

Shop along the bangla road and finally bought something ! ( Minion pyjamas for Shyen Er ) 

Breakfast in Jungceylon shopping mall , Mk Restaurant ... not expensive , and.. taste not so nice pun..

After discussing where to go , we decided to go Phuket Zoo and Tiger Kingdom ( If u don't like animals , there's others more activities like  bungy jump , horse riding , go kart , xtreme adventure etc ) .We bargain with the tut tut driver , 2 places for 1200 baht .

 Journey to Phuket Zoo took around 30 mins ..The entrance fee was 500 Baht, the zoo was quite empty during our visit , not much visitors so its make us feel very creepy and scary ... and most of the gates are WIDE OPEN !! There are big animals like the tiger ( only 1 tiger I saw in the zoo ) , Elephants , camels , deer that look like goat , crocs ..alot alot of crocs .. birds , some mammals and a aquarium with a super scary big crocs or dragon's mouth entrance ... ( we been scared by a cat and the daun pokok kelapa drop down in front of us )

( seriously I dont like this place , caz the animals here are skinny and so kelian ..they live in a TINY cage like staying in a prison , the elephant been locked up, chained all day with only a step to move around... AND !! the animals there look so starving 它们一边叫一边看着你就好像在和你讨吃的, 看了真的很心痛 😢) 

There are 3 shows :

 Elephant  show - Elephant dancing,  elephant play ball , elephant walk over people , elephant drawing ... 

Monkey show -  Only 2 monkeys -.-* , Monkey pose with umbrella , ride bike , monkey play basketball , Monkey do maths 

and Crocodile show  - the guy put his head in the crocs mouth , kiss the crocs , lye down on the crocs back.. end

You'd need to spend couple of hours to see it all ... 

Next Station ... my Favorite place : Tiger Kingdom !! My Kitty Miao kingdom !!

The entry fees are categorized into the size of the Tiger - very small 1000 Bahts per person per entry, small 900 Bahts, medium and big with 800 Bahts. We took the Big size kitty miao , Expensive, but close contact with the tigers motivated me to pay for the tickets hahahahaha !! The place offered u to experience petting, touching, grabbing the tail of tigers. Well...the tigers are so tame  ..we were limited to stay inside the cage for only for 10 mins ...not enough for me la !! I don1 to leave T.T wanna cuddle with them !

When going in to the cage , we have to read the rules for not touching the sensitive place of the tigers , and bla bla bla...  most of the big tigers were sleeping, and the keeper will teach u how to touch and sleep on the tigers.. 

Then, we went to the very small tiger enclosure, and enjoyed our time watching smallest tigers playing (watching was free of charge .. ngek ngek ngek).

I'll be back to this place again !!

Move on ~~

The tut tut driver waited us for the whole trip for almost 3 to 4 hours ... so we decided to give him extra 100 baht for tips .. hehe

We went back to hotel for body massage ( 300 baht for 1 hours ) ... 本小姐第一次被按摩,我不清楚是不是应该这样,但是感觉上咱们两好像被人家拿来练武功似的...因为没有crack* 声, 她越按越大力..这里扯那里拉...搞得本小姐整身更痛..

冲凉休息后, 我们就准备最后的冲刺 !! 扫获 !!

到 Big C extra 买我的Lays !!

Super Early flight the next day morning ... so we booked a taxi for sending us to the airport for 700 baht ... 

Can't sleep well , end up just slept for 1 hour plus ... waking up at 4am ... pack luggage ... ready to ciao...T.T We don1 to go home !

Reached airport at 5.30am .. checked in and we still have to wait until 8am to boarding ... wth ... super cold in the airport ... we are freezing and shaking !! cant find any shop for jacket in the airport ... even the scarf they wanna to sell for 1200 baht ! no good !!

yup.. so this is my surprise trip from the dearest !! 

万分感谢我的猪小姐.. 

之前还因为不要你在我生日时花太多钱而和你吵架...还有啊...这个月我们都不知道冷战了多少次..对不起...

知道你一定会搞惊喜可是真的没有想到会是这样的惊喜..其实真的很开心..别一直以为因为yiyi mei yun 没有去就觉得我整个trip是 不开心好吗 ? 只是闹着和你开玩笑而已啦,真真的 !! 

我爱你...

也谢谢你让我头痛啦 ( 需要用心想想你生日要怎样搞了 )

完 。

晚安